Life is so hard when you are a baby. You want to eat, but you want to sleep. It's enough to make you cry. And then there all these contraptions they put you in. Sigh.
Thursday's bili test was borderline, and thus bought us one more day under the lights (since they, understandably, didn't want to see us back for a re-admit). Friday middle of the night test showed a clear improvement, and the one they drew 12 hours after the lights went off was even better. There was also a carseat challenge test, which underscored just how tiny this baby is (though I do realize that he was likely the biggest patient in NICU at the time).
And now we are home. Things still are a little hectic, and I still need a
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He is so tiny! But so gorgeous. And not nearly as visibly jaundiced. I am so happy. "We are home" - what wonderful words.
Rest and snuggle the little one as much as possible.
welcome home sweet little baby boy! and your little puppy friend too. time to snuggle.
So glad he's home with you now!
He is so cute! Thank you for sharing the picture. I am glad you are all home together!
Phew.
What a wonderful way to start the weekend, everyone home, just where they belong.
Sleep now, a new journey has just begun.
xxoo
Oh, he's perfect! I am so happy for you and your family!
Oh, I am so happy to hear he's home.
come home, welcome home!
((hugs))
And you know, we have that same puppy at home. it belongs to the big gal. and it's really grimy.
wonderful.
he's beautiful.
HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
exhale. finally.
*gasp* He's so squishably handsome. Welcome home, little one!
His color does look so much better now, and I'm having a little stroke over here because of all the cuteness!
What a beautiful sight!
Is this where I get to say Mazel tov?
I'm thrilled beyond belief.
Welcome home to you both. We have all hoped so hard for you.
So how's Monkey coping?
Lovely! Welcome home little one!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!
I'm so glad you're all home. *Sigh of relief* Enjoy the love and hope you can get some sleep.
Welcome home. :)
Wow! You are home! Congratulations!!
Welcome home!
My goodness, he is beautiful.
Oh, too cute!! Love his doggy friend too! Congratulations again!
Precious. Just completely precious. Love the snuggle puppy!
welcome home! Gives resonance to 'shabbat shalom,' doesn't it?
Assuming the shalom part can happen on tired, grumpy-glorious terms, with the shabbat bit accepting that it's going to have to sneak in around the edges of feeings and diaperings and curious Monkeys.
Still. Not too shabby.
What a beautiful boy. And he is home. What beautiful words.
Welcome home, indeed. Such a gift.
{hug}
He's absolutely perfect! I am so glad you are both home!
he's so damn cute!!!!!!! isn't it crazy to put them in contraptions when they are so tiny? it used to freak me out. anyway, he's so CUTE! i'm so happy for everyone and monkey must be going nuts!
That picture is enough to make ME cry. He's beautiful, and I am so happy for all of you that you are home!
What a beautiful boy! You're home. You're home!
I am so happy you are all home, safe and sound.
WOw!
What a cutie pie Julia, teeny tiny cutie pie! Welcome home to you all...what a lovely family. I'm just so happy for you all, its beyond words and brings me to tears.
xox
Erin
Welcome home.
Oh he is precious. How wonderful to finally be at home with your little one. Yahooooooo.
Just smiling. No words at all.
Hey there...just stumbled on your blog via glow in the woods, and wanted to pass along my Congrats. It sounds like you had a few scares when he was first born, so it must feel so so good to be home. All the best.
He's beautiful. I'm so very glad to hear that you're home. Take care, all of you.
Welcome home! He is beautiful.
Congratulations! Such a cutie.
Welcome home.
Home. I am so, so glad.
He is just adorable- crying and all!
Welcome home, little one! He is precious.
The puppy reminds me of many things. It's good to see it in the photo with your son.
Welcome home!
congratulations on bringing that sweet boy home!
Aw, congratulations!
he looks perfect, and I am glad you are home. all of you. get to know eachother.
He's gorgeous! So happy for you and your family.
Kate (a long time lurker who has been touched by your story and strength)
I am just so very very happy for you! Welcome home little one!
congratulations . he is precious!!!! I remember when Lyla was this small. they grow fast, so fast!!!!!!
Congratulations! I know you are filled with indescribable joy. Joy that you never thought you could feel again. I am so happy for you.
We lost our full term son two days after birth from an infection...I have often thought of "doing" a blog. I think you're so smart and so brave to do so. You've inspired me, and maybe I'll start one too.
Your title reminds me of a quote by CS Lewis that our grief counselor gave us. She said, Love makes us vulnerable and as CS Lewis understood:
Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.
Here's to broken hearts and finding joy again, as I did with our second son and as I am sure you have with your son.
Congratulations on your sweet boy and safe homecoming!
Congratulations on coming home!
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